In Love

So my heart ached today! What is this about falling in love? I thought about it long and hard. Then I decided that when he/she said that he/she falling in love that it isn't love at all. What it really is, is that he/she really in love with his/her images of who the other person is versus who the other person really is. So I guessed I wasn't really in love after all! HA!

I guessed I am just that type of a person who would choose to make sense out of everything even when in reality it might not even be closed to what I think it is at all. I chose to make sense for my sake that is. Because I can have a good cry about the situation, talk some senses into myself, then stand up and move on. It doesn't mean I love the person any less than those who lived with pure emotions. Those who crying his/her heart out, doesn't mean he/she loved any more than I do. The point is, I need to keep my sanity. The point is love goes both ways. Loving the other person as well as loving yourself. And then again I think I have loved more than anyone or at least as much as anyone could ever love a person. Doesn't it say somewhere that when you loved someone you set them free?!... Such a cliche, isn't it?! But as much of a cliche it is, I have loved! Still my heart ached! and I will have a good cry!!!