Loneliness

Is it in loneliness that we search for love? Or is it in search of love that we feel our loneliness? This morning I pondered over this matter... A friend of mine was in search for the greatest love of all, supposedly found it. Yet such great love did not fill him and he found himself constantly at work in order not to feel the emptiness that nestles within. Then I have another friend who constantly feels lonely and so he searched out love to fill his emptiness. There are loves everywhere at his fingertips. All he has to do is just reach out and call it his own. Yet he seems not able to see it and so he went on searching...

Why do we feel lonely? What do we suppose to do about it? What is this about loneliness and love? Is it always goes in a pair? Does love suppose to fill up that emptiness that we feel in ourselves?

Forgiveness

I heard of the other day a cover of an old song that was done by Don Henley. The lyrics sang slower and quieter...

I got the call today, I didnt wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old, true friend of ours was talkin on the phone
She said youd found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And the struggles we went through
And how I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside loves open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?
Im learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, Im learning again
Ive been tryin to get down
To the heart of the matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think its about forgiveness
Forgiveness
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